I've never had a best friend in my whole life, I've only had close friends, whom all hold a place in my heart. But however close we are, there are still gaps and differences between us. There's not a person whom I can turn to, 100%, regardless of anything and everything (well, now I have a bf to turn to, but let's take him out of the picture for now).
I truly wonder, is it really important to have someone whom you can trust wholeheartedly, someone whom will not judge you, someone whom will always have your back, someone whom you can talk about everything and anything you have to talk about. I feel the emptiness on days when I have so much to say, but nobody to turn to. There's not a single person whom I can talk to about EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. Sure feels like crap, but.. what can I do?
I truly wonder, is it really important to have someone whom you can trust wholeheartedly, someone whom will not judge you, someone whom will always have your back, someone whom you can talk about everything and anything you have to talk about. I feel the emptiness on days when I have so much to say, but nobody to turn to. There's not a single person whom I can talk to about EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. Sure feels like crap, but.. what can I do?
Dear me,
When will you ever wake up? When will you finally learn from your mistakes, of not studying, not preparing well enough for your exams? I’m pretty sure you’re taken aback from your current results, not being able to always score how much you wanna score. Why aren’t you as competitive and concerned about your studies as the other students? Wasting money, time and effort. You think you very young/will be forever young ah? Wake the fuck up. The amount of time you spend studying is the grade you will get back in return. Why can’t you just be like the rest, study hard and score well? Stop being lazy and distracted. Know your priorities. I know, it’s hard to go to school with nothing to look forward to, no friends, no company. But, life still goes on, no? How long are you going to jeopardize your studies, because of social reasons? Enough. Really, enough. Now, get the fuck to work. You have another maximum of 2 years to graduate. I know you hate people asking about your degree progression, but just be honest and go ahead with doing what is best for your studies. WORK IT, BITCH, WORK IT.
Have you had a friend whom you were very close to, change gradually, from bad to worse(in terms of behavior)?
Have you had a friend whom you've known for the longest time, change gradually and slowly drifted apart from each other?
Have you had a friend whom you've always hung out with since young, but yet, abandons you whenever he/she has a new group of friends?
Have you had a friend whom always asks for your opinion, and you go all out to help him/her, yet chooses otherwise? / in a ear, out from the other?
Well, yes, I do.
It's sad how someone can change so much..
P.S. If you happen to read this, and think you're the person.. Then.. Go think about it. Its like no matter how many times we tell you or confront you about it, you say something then do another, and won't change. Sick, sick and tired.
Have you had a friend whom you've known for the longest time, change gradually and slowly drifted apart from each other?
Have you had a friend whom you've always hung out with since young, but yet, abandons you whenever he/she has a new group of friends?
Have you had a friend whom always asks for your opinion, and you go all out to help him/her, yet chooses otherwise? / in a ear, out from the other?
Well, yes, I do.
It's sad how someone can change so much..
P.S. If you happen to read this, and think you're the person.. Then.. Go think about it. Its like no matter how many times we tell you or confront you about it, you say something then do another, and won't change. Sick, sick and tired.
